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| 09:12pm 11/04/2010 |
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if your coming across my journal for the first time, about 2/3 of what i post now is friends only. I do it for my own protection from snoopy people. I have no problem adding anyone, just post here and say what up. |
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| friends list update.....public |
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| 06:01pm 01/12/2004 |
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Hey all i just updated my friends list and got rid of the people who dropped me over the past like 7 months since i haven't been online. If i your reading this going hey why did he remove me, it means i accidentally removed you from the list so just drop a line here and i will put you right back on. Sorry if i did, but i needed to do some clean up and i may have made a couple mistakes. |
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| back in town oh yeah |
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| 12:51pm 28/11/2004 |
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Well it's all over. I made the move back and once again i am connected to the net with wonderful high speed cable. I live in west seattle on the top floor of this apartment building with a wonderful view of down town seattle.
I cna't beleive i'm back in civilization again it's been so long since i've even been active on a computer i can barely type like i could before. The retreat into the woods was good for the soul though.
So yep, im back
I don't know who still pays atttention to my posts or what not, but im excited to touch base with all you kids again.
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| god damn it |
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| 12:37am 14/01/2004 |
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well i went to develop my own style and shit for my lj tonight, and in doing so accidentally fucked up my currecnt style. So my shit's gonna look lame for a few days, so whatever get over it cause i have to.
so yeah i'm gonna go watch a movie and be pissed aobut being dumb. he and try to sleep at soem point, i've ahd teh worst insomnia recently
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| god damn it now i have to do it, ya best reply |
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| 01:11am 03/01/2004 |
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1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
**mumbles, stupid lj survey shit be tricking me**
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| It's that time of year. |
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| 03:30pm 22/12/2003 |
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My christmas wish list:
#5 maybe a couple more performance parts for my car but thats low on the want list at the moment
#4 a couple more months of car insurance
#3 a xbox with a few games(i'm content with only 3-4 tops)
#2 a t-shirt thats all black and say "HUSTLER" in big white type on the front (Pool Hall Junkies).
and....
#1 A girl, with blonde hair and bright green eyes, who doesn't go nuts on me in 3 months, and who can have another life besides ours, oh and who's trustworthy. (thats a big one right there kids, thats a whole lot to ask for, but i really really realy want it).
( Why this Christmas will be the weirdest yet ) |
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| alright so hears a ? for ya |
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| 09:59pm 18/12/2003 |
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I Have a Question...Everyone can understand this so i wanna know what YOU think.
Okay so...I'm sure that many of you have people in your past wether it be a guy or a girl, that you had always wanted to ask out/go on a date with, or just have wondered what it could have been like. Then i'm sure that every once in awhile you've been like damn, maybe i should have bit the bullet and scene if i could have even gotten a date with him or her (i'm writting this for both sexes ya'll know i'm only going for the ladies but i got's some girls on the friends list that be going for hte guys so i want it to be the same ? for both sides.)
Anyways, i have many of those. Atlest 3 major girls in my life that i can think of right now that i whish i had instigates something with instead of just chillin. Especially for me it happens in real shitty cercomsstances like we both have relations or soemthing, but for that few seconds something clicked. and and it coulda led to soemthing really good but i'll/we'll never know.
Well to sum it up. I just figured out that i can get in touch with on of those 3 people. She kinda dated my ex roomate and we were always good freind but i always though that there could be something more...maybe atleast cause the way we interacted was great.
I want to have some support on whether or not i should contact her. I want to but i'm uncertain, like should i cuase of this idea i once had, or should i not b/c it may never really have been.
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| reflection |
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| 01:31am 19/09/2003 |
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huh, well it's interesting to watch my friends list change as i have become less active on LJ do to my location. Meh whatever.
now to the point
The past is a funney thing it is. Why do I relive it? Why do I constatly question it? Why is it that when i get as far away from it as i think i possibly can it comes back and in some way smacks me in the face?
Now it's not the big things, oh no, it IS NOT the big things. It's those little fuckers. Those little fucking dots of random shit in the past that really fuck with me. It's all the little mistakes, all the little choices, all the little forgets, or all the little i should'a's that really come back to smack ya. All things i did for no reason, except for some spontaneous logic that made everything make sense at that moment. But you see what happens there right? That little random spontanteous desicion making causes lots of questioning afterwards about the past and why i made that quick choice having to deal with that little thing. And so, i am now constantly rethinking my past and questioning my logistics about the particular choice made, and trying to figure out again the spontaneous logic that i created that led me to the specific choice made at that time. Then i have to figure out my current logic and compare that to my past logic to see if i was in the same mind set, yet to figure out that i am constantly in an ever changeing mindset which leads me to confusion about everything i have ever chosen to do. So i sit and i think about my past, and i can't think about my future until i have made a past of it cause it hasn't happened yet. And by the way,...eh hum, ahh Fuck the Present, cause it don't exsist.
And ya know what this leaves me with? not a god damn thing except a head ache and more questions that i will never be able to answer.
So yeah, this is my life.
Welcome to it, enjoy it share it with me, but remeber the mark you leave no matter how small or how large will never be forgotten. Thats how i am, take it or leave, if i could choose i would leave but i can't, cause it's me i'm talking about and i can only leave me in my dreams.
In this virtual world of LJ, not many maybe able to understand this, but you have all effected me, and maybe you can read this and take it to a different level and use it to better yourself, to maybe calm your thoughts of the past. The past effects us all and we can't ignore that. We can't loose it, nor choose it, cause it's already been choosen, but we can learn from it...We can always learn from the past.
i'm done, i'm out, i'm gonna go to sleep next to a girl who i think i see in the future but have seen to many of the like in the past, and wonder what will be when i wake in the future of the present.
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| huh |
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| 02:14pm 27/08/2003 |
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i've been on LJ now for over a year. weird. doesn't feel like that. |
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| well shit, things are going okay up here...for the most part |
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| 10:50pm 09/07/2003 |
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Why do confuseing situtation involvieng girls constantly follow me. I have three problems and i have been here for just over two weeks.
One: When i get drunk here my boss comes over and drinks with me and most of the time when i goto pass out she comes into the room and curls up next to me. I don't want to have any sortr of relation with her like that, plus she's my fucking boss.
Two: I think me and this other girl have crushes on each other but i can't tell because the whole situation is fucked. First off she used to be the BF of a good friend of mine who disappeared tow years ago, and this is the first time we have met, os that just weird, secondly she has a BF back home, thirdly my really good friend has a crush on her, and there was something lese but icna't remember.
Three: There is this other girl that i think likes me and ihtink i like her, but we just have no idea what to do with each other and i keep having to deal with these other girls. And i cna't decide if i like the other girl more than this one.
Four: This canadian chick is constantly hitting on me and icna't get her to get off my nuts.
Five: Then theres this other girl who matt likes, and so do i, and i think she likes both of us, but i'm working on getting it to be jsut matt
I always end up talking about girls in my LJ, it's kinda weird but whatever the shit really fucking annoys me.
Life is god otherwise hte 2nd and 3rd girl should be here csoon to hang out.
anyways
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| well i'm outtie |
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| 06:55pm 15/05/2003 |
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I'm off for the weekend to fucking work. I'll catch you kids on the flip side on sunday.
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| fucking shit |
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| 07:43pm 13/05/2003 |
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i'm sitting in my java class. i really don't like this class. it's so boring and dry. fuck it, i'm about to leave. yes that sounds like a good idea...
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| okay yo |
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| 09:46pm 08/05/2003 |
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Attention Please!
Okay this will be short. We were suppose to have this big party saturday, but the house we were gonna have it at just told us that they won't let us through it anymore.
So We need a house to have a a party. The party consists of Kegs, Liquor, and Live music (yes we have a make shift band thats gonna jam all night or a good part of it). Does anyone care to house this madness? It's a birthday party for like 4 people includeing me.
Well if anyone has any ideas, please let me know.
Oh and it's a Black tie afair, as in everyone has to dress up nicely.
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| 05:51pm 25/04/2003 |
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well last night was interesting to say the least. Going down the arts walk now, check out the scene. It's a pretty nice day out. LEaveing for the resort this evening, i'll catch you kids on monday when i return.
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| 02:50pm 23/02/2003 |
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i'm hung over, i'll update and say soemthing important later. |
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| ahhhh yes |
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| 12:11pm 16/02/2003 |
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it is now second sunday, time for more relaxation and good home cooking. yum yum, i'm gonna cook a bunch of food today starting with a hole chicken and then maybe bust out the BBQ for soem burgers but i havne't decided bout that yet. |
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